Well last December my brother Jim died, it has affected me horribly as depression hit me my health took a turn for the worse... I went to the ER because I was suffering a loss of sensation to my left leg and it felt weak. Looks like a couple days ago I had a mild stroke. I'm taking new meds and they are going to look into getting me anxiety meds. I've taken them before and it hurts my creativity... not sure what to do.